more is this rape?

3rd story
I was abused when a teenager by an older woman. It was not a classic rape but very close. She was in her forties while I was seventeen when she first abused me. To make it worse I am sure my mother knew and even approved of what was happening. The woman’s name was Belinda and she was a close friend of my mothers from my mother’s school days. When I was younger I had called her auntie but when I hit puberty I just called her Belinda. She had married an older man who I guess was close to sixty when she abused me and did not have children of her own. I was at the time quite a shy boy and also a virgin something that did worry me. I am sure my mother saw the abuse a sexual education but it was much worse than that for me. It started in the Easter holidays when I was short of money and my mother sorted out for me some work in Belinda's house. I worked the morning and had lunch with her and was surprised to find her fully made up but dressed in a silk gown and also wearing a strong sickly perfume. She was a large woman and I had never really thought of her in a sexual manner even though I knew she had large breasts. These I was sure she flashed at me and that embarrassed me as I had some food. Then she asked me about girls getting me more and more hot with embarrassment as she did so. She then wiggled so her gown became open and lent forward so her breasts were exposed and told me what I needed was a nice person to help with my confidence. That may have been true but it was not her and I lent back and mumbled a no. She just laughed and told me not to be a baby and then added and this I think makes it rape that if I was going to resist she would tell her husband I had touched her up. I blushed at that in some distress. She then laughed and told me I would have fun and then moved and pulled me up by my arms. I did not resist but I did not really co-operate as she tugged me upstairs and into her bedroom. She had obviously got the bed ready and closed the curtains but next to the bed was a picture of her husband and that made me feel even unhappier. She pushed me onto the bed and then kissed me hard and pushed her tongue into my mouth. I let her do it and also let her move my hands and place them on her breasts as her gown was now fully open. I did not move and she broke off and urged me to rub her breasts gently so I had no real choice. This went on for sometime and then her hands moved and unzipped my jeans and she wiggled my penis out and to my surprise I was erect even though I felt no real excitement. She rubbed it and felt a pleasant warm sensation and knew whatever my mind felt my body seemed willing and this just made me feel worse. Then Belinda stopped kissing me and undressed me ordering me to help. When I was naked she pushed me back onto the bed. She resumed kissing me and then moved one of my hands from her breast to between her legs and again I did nothing until ordered and this time she manipulated my hand until I was rubbing her and her wetness covered my hand. She then told me to relax and try not to come but added as I was a virgin I probably would but then she would show me another way to satisfy a woman. I let her get on top and manipulate my penis into her vagina and then she raped me. I just let her do it but my penis seemed to be enjoying itself and as she said I came before her. She let me go soft in her and then got off and moved up me and told me that my lips could kiss more than her mouth. I knew what she meant as she moved over my face. I felt sick as I looked up at her vagina as it was open hairy and also covered in wetness from her and me. Belinda grabbed my head and manipulated me until I was placed as she wanted and then let her weight down and I found myself given no choice but to lick and kiss her vagina. It took her ages to come I guess about ten minutes not that at the start I was aware of that as she moaned for over five minutes until she moved off me. She then lay next to me and started to rub my penis telling me I had a nice mouth and soon my cock would be ready. Unfortunately it was and within a couple more minutes she was raping me again. This time she made me keep my eyes open as she moved up and down on me her face sweaty and her gown open. I remember thinking how funny her fat stomach looked wobbling and also her big breasts. She then grabbed my hands and placed them on her breasts and made me put my knees up so she could lean back. Then she moved one of my hands between us and made me rub her vagina until she came. I had not come but she moved a bit more and I did. Again she got off me and then she suggested a drink and went and got us both long soft drinks. I sat up to drink mine and as I did she again rubbed my penis telling me I was sure to want more. I shook my head and she laughed and told me I needed more stamina as a woman wanted more than two.
Then she told me she was going to let me explore her whole body with not only my hands but also my lips before we did it again. With that she pulled the gown off and lay on her front and told me to rub her back and then kiss it. I did so feeling very strange. After sometime she told me to rub her thighs and I did so finding her skin slack. She then turned over and told me to carry on rubbing and then after a couple more minutes told me to use my lips. She opened her legs and made me go between them and soon her hands had me once more on her vagina. She made me hold and rub her breasts and I kissed away until after quite a long time she came again. Then she had me rub and kiss her large stomach and then her breasts that felt flaccid as I did so.
Next she told me to rub her feet and then to kiss them. All of this took over an hour and frequently I was erect even though mentally I was not excited. Belinda made me lie down and moved and took my penis into her mouth and sucked and licked me until I came very pleasantly. After she had cleaned her mouth she got on me and once more positioned her vagina over my mouth and told me to return the favour. This time it took well over thirty minutes for her to come and she moaned and moaned as she got there. Even as an inexperienced young man I knew that was that and was happy when she told me I could dress and go but nearly died when she told me I was due back tomorrow to work for her and we could do it all again and spend a lot more time doing it. When I got home my mother just smiled at me and I was sure she knew and approved and that made me feel humiliated.
The next day I again went to Belinda’s house and found her once more made up and this time wearing a silk night dress that was white and see though. We went to her bed and soon I was naked with her raping me and again after I had come my lips were used to satisfy her. Then again I was ordered to massage and kiss her body and spent well over an hour doing this before kissing her to orgasm. Then she spent thirty minutes playing with my penis and using her hands and lips on me before finishing me off by placing oil between her breasts and rubbing me there until I came. She then raped me three times and twice I came. The last time she took again ages to come and I came first so she made me get between her thighs and kiss her off. The next two days were the same thing with me getting progressively more worried and unhappy about the situation but to frightened to say anything. On the fifth day on my second raping she made me do it from behind and then with me on her body but did not come so my lips did her instead that time. Then instead of playing with my penis she made me lie on my front and she spent ages using oil and her fingers to abuse my backside until she managed to get several fingers in me and then a smooth six inch dildo. She then got pillows so when she raped me this stayed in me. The sixth day was more of the same including her raping twice with the dildo in me and I felt ill with happiness when afterwards she told me her husband was returning from his trip and so she would not be able to see me again. She then got my testicles in her hand and with her holding then made me promise to keep quiet.
If I thought that was the end of my abuse I was wrong because eight more times that year and six more times the next year she ‘employed’ me and I was ordered by her to go to her bed. Each time was between three and six days in her bed each time for most of the day. This coincided with her husband being away and I am sure my mother fully knew of this. Sexually the sessions did not vary much from what I have written above apart from the fact that she used different sex toys on me including a two person dildo but apart from that the sex was basically her in charge and me doing as she wanted. During the time I was with her I found it hard to deal with my own parents and also found it did not help my shyness with girls. This finally went when I got to college and away from my home and her.

4th story

I suffered abuse in a woman’s hands when I joined the army. I joined up when I was eighteen and the woman who abused me was twenty-two and a lance-corporal. I had done my square bashing and was now into part two machine training and she was one of the trainers from the course. Her name was Lisa and she was an ugly girl with a square body and a bad complexion and a very oversized bum. She looked in fact like most of the army women in fact ugly and we all assumed they had joined up either because they were lesbians or because it was the only way for them to get a man. For some weeks she was just someone I sort of worked with but I now know she had decided to get me. One day she worked with me and afterwards we had a drink in the mess and she flirted with me but I did not respond as I did not want to date a soldier as I still had a girl at home (or at least I thought so but that is another story as they say). She did not seem to mind my polite rejection of her advances and as far as I was concerned we parted friends and that was that. However she obviously decided not to let the matter rest because a few days later I was hauled up about some missing tools. Now I have to admit I like quite a few of the others had nicked some of them but not the number I had been accused of nicking. I had no real defence and lost pay and got a week on cleaning duties.
The first night was the work shop supervised by a male NCO but on the second night when I turned up it was Lisa in charge. I hoped she would let me off and sort of hinted at that and she smiled and told me that maybe she could help me but first I had better follow her and do some cleaning. She took me to my astonishment to the female part of the camp and told me I was to clean a shower block. Alarm bells should have rung as this was very unorthodox but I just got cleaning hoping she would let me finish early.
After fifteen minutes Lisa returned but she was not alone but had with her over a dozen more female soldiers and before I could react Lisa had locked the door trapping me in. I knew I was in trouble because I had heard stories about groups of women soldiers humiliating male recruits. Of course frequently it was the other way and I had seen a female recruit stripped to her underwear and her thighs stamped with ink by a group of older recruits in basic training as well a quite a few incidents of abuse by males on males that boarded on male rape. I expected to be stripped and have my groin painted particularly when I saw one of the girls had a pot of paint in her hand something I knew two other members of my platoon had suffered from women soldiers since joining up.
Not that I wanted it but to fight my way out was impossible so I knew I would have to put up with it. The women certainly did not mess about but demanded I got naked I replied by swearing and one of them not Lisa pointed out I had no choice. Then Lisa came forward and said that actually I did have a choice I could either get them off and let them have their wicked way with me or I could let them overpower me rip my clothes off and ram my broom handle up my arse and then have their wicked way with me. I protested but Lisa replied I had five seconds to start getting them off. I stood blushing and then Lisa added if I was shy she would strip me making the girls laugh and when I did not reply she moved forward gripped my trousers and yanked them to my knees getting a laugh. Lisa then told me to get my shoes and socks off and with my trousers around my knees and the girls laughing I managed that. Then Lisa grabbed my shirt and ripped it open with buttons going everywhere getting a loud female cheer. My shirt was pulled off and then Lisa told me to get my trousers off and soon I was standing in just my Y fronts to the girls’ amusement. Lisa made me stand in them for sometime until I was just hoping that was that when she moved and stuck her hand into them and gave my cock a squeeze. Then she let me go but pulled them down leaving me naked with them around my ankles. I went to cover myself but she pulled my hands away and told me the girls wanted a good look and more. Then she pushed me against the wall and her hands got busy on my cock and up it went to the watching girls’ enjoyment. Lisa then moved behind me and held my arms and told me to relax and let them have a good hard feel. She certainly spoke the truth as the girls physically abused my groin as a pack for what seemed like ages. I yelped, begged and swore but could not stop them. It was not a rub or even a grope I suffered but an assault as their fingers pinched rubbed and poked me as well as occasionally gripping my cock by the base and waving it around for their amusement. My foreskin particularly suffered as that was tugged and pulled and really hurt afterwards.
Then Lisa told me the girls were sick of men pinching their bums something I was sure had not happened to her. What she meant was mine was going to suffer and I was turned around and the pack got busy on my bum. It was pinched and slapped and then one of the girls stuck a finger up me and then Lisa and another girl really had to hold me still as they set to work on my passage. The girls pushed not only fingers up me but also pens and a bottle. Then I was pulled and bent over a bench and Lisa grabbed my balls and told me to stay still if I wanted to keep them and produced a fake cock in realistic black plastic and with the other laughing she rammed it in and out of my passage several times. Then I was turned and held down and told to keep still. I found out why as one of them had a razor and with the other laughing at me my pubic hair was shaved off as well as my armpits. By now I was not resisting just hoping to get it over with as soon as possible. Next was the painting crew and they slapped paint all over my balls and cock. After them I was dressed by some more of them in hold up tights, bra, gloves and a see though top. The final item was some high heeled shoes and then the girls forced me to parade around and twice I fell over. This was terrible enough and more I was sure than most men suffered but what I did not know then was it was all set up by Lisa in revenge. She however seemed to be the leader and she told me to stand and jerk off for them. I protested but had to get hold of my soft painted cock and rub myself hard and then parade some more for them before being made to strip.
At the far end of the room were some baths and I had seen one being filled so knew that was next. What I did not know was it was freezing cold but I was made to get naked into the water. The girls poured some stuff into the water and Lisa told me it would remove my masculine smell and make me smell sweet. Then I was made to wash myself shivering in the cold water. The effect of this water on my cock was obvious and when I was allowed out the state of it made them all laugh at me.
Then I was grabbed and the pack had another session on my cock and bum. This seemed to last even longer than before and worse this time around my balls were given it hard and really pinched and squeezed. However as far as I could now see the girls had used up all their weapons on me and I hoped my ordeal would soon be over. No way was it as I was given by Lisa another choice this was to have my bum raped by the broom handle and also my balls kicked by each girl or to get down and make any girl who wanted it a happy girl. This confused me as I had only expected humiliation not rape and Lisa laughed and told me the girls were sick of getting on their knees and getting nothing in return so it was payback time. I had no real choice as I knew the girls would seriously damage my bum and balls so told them I would try and make them happy. Lisa’s next comment made me feel sick as she said I had better because if not any lady got to give my arse some rough treatment and my nuts as well. The girls then set up at one side a chair with a cushion for the girl to sit on and one in front for me to knell on surrounded by towels so the girl had some privacy. Then I was pulled and had my hands tied behind my back and made to kneel. The girls then got a blanket and placed it over me and it was tied to the chair and I realised this meant I could not see anything and also would only be able to guess which girl it was from her lower half. I assumed that only a few of the girls would fancy such a public orgasm but again I was wrong. The first to go and not to my surprise was Lisa. She slipped onto the pillow and all I saw was her thick thighs come down open and my head slipped between them and right onto her musky muff. She pushed me head so I started licked her out and after maybe ten minutes of my oral attention she came. The next girl I remember was slimmer and cleaner with short trimmed pubes but that is all I can say apart from the fact she took even longer to come. Already by then I was hot and my mouth and knees hurt but as another girl came in I knew I could be there for sometime. After the first two girls they became a blur however I know I pleasured ten different girls before some again led by Lisa had second helpings from me. By then I was really struggling to lick them out but they were making it clear if I did not my bum and balls got it. I now serviced between five and eight of the girls the same ones as before but maybe a couple of new girls as well but it was very confused for me.
Then finally I was pulled up and found about eight girls present and once more I suffered a pack attack on my private bits. Then Lisa grabbed me and told me I must be frustrated but I could have her but added if I did not time my orgasm to hers I got the broom handle up the bum. She had put a blanket on the floor and pulled me onto it. She then got on me and lifted her skirt giving me a flash of her muff and put me in her and then rode me. I had to lie there as she had me and put up with her crude comments and of worse the watching girls. I felt deeply humiliated but all too soon Lisa was telling me to come and I did not in time with her. She then pretended to be insulted and told me I had to come for her. She sat on the bench undid her shirt and pulled out her breasts and told me to jerk off onto them in less than a minute or I got the broom handle up my bum. I protested but saw from the look in her eye she meant business so stood and desperately jerked off. I do not think an orgasm has given me more relief but less pleasure than the one I had over her breasts as the girls laughed at me. After I had come the final humiliation was of course to lick her breasts clean and another pack grope before I was allowed to put on my ruined uniform and finally escape from the shower block my body aching from the abuse it had suffered and my mind sick from the humiliation. Still as I lay in my own bed I thought it could have been worse particularly for my balls and bum.

Part two

The next day some of the lads saw my shaved groin and I got the mickey taken by them over it but nothing to bad because getting a close shave from the ladies was a hazard of life in a mixed base. My own thoughts were of revenge against Lisa but of course as she out ranked me that would be hard. The next afternoon she came over and asked if my cock was feeing okay. Actually it was quite sore as the girls had really giving it a hard time and I told her so making her laugh. She then told me that next time I was asked out I would say yes making me smile as I now knew why I had been set up. Up to then I thought she had just set me up in the evening but her next comment really worried me and showed her power as she told me that more stolen goods could easily be pinned on me unless I was careful and I knew how I had got into trouble over the stolen tools. Now sneaking to the officers was a big no no even for a lance corporal and I told her so in no uncertain terms. She just laughed and told me unless I was a good boy I got a lot worse as next time it could be six months in the glass house and then a dishonourable discharge. She smiled at that and said unlike the discharge I had given her bristols. I blushed at that but also realised she spoke the truth and could easily set me up for a very unpleasant time and then the end of my army career. Worse she then told me that tomorrow night she was on duty and I could clean the girls shower room again as I had been a big hit. Then with a dirty giggle she left me standing red faced. No way could I tomorrow night refuse her order because even if it was unorthodox as a lance corporal I knew she would be believed. I could not say what had happened in the shower room without sneaking on the girls and that was not done either unless you wanted many real beatings (how the army actually encourages bullying in the ranks!) so I was stuck unless I could get Lisa to help me.
Therefore at the end of work I went over and threw myself at her mercy. She just laughed and told me no way as the girls wanted to play with me. However she reminded me I had a week to clean and she could help me not go again if I was a nice boy. I assured her I was and she smiled and told me I did have a nice tongue and she had loved getting head from me first. I blushed and told her I had enjoyed kissing her and she gave another dirty giggle and told me in that case as I had an hour before reporting for cleaning we should go to her work area. Lisa had a sort of work office full of papers and electronic junk mainly kettles and kitchen things as this was her area of expertise. She closed the door after me and then made me jump by pinching my bum and then suggested I got nice and naked and when I did not move pointed out she had seen all I had last night and very sexy it was. I stripped and she sort of groped me as I was exposed. She then pulled a blanket thing onto the ground and pushed me onto it. I lay there naked in the dirt of her floor as with a big smile she lifted her skirt and pulled her knickers off flashing her muff at me once more. She then got on me and rubbed my cock telling me that I looked really sexy shaved but I would really itch when the hair regrew and when eventually it did she spoke the truth. Then she moved and told me to get her wet and plonked her muff on my face. I licked her as she rubbed me and after sometime she moved me into her muff and rode me again. As she did so she undid her shirt and then pulled her breasts out of a large white bra and had me rub them as she did me. She came first but I was near and a few more hip thrusts had me off as well. She then got off me with a giggle and told me that was fun and we would do it again but told me to keep my sexually strength as I was going to need it for tomorrow night and with that I was dismissed and allowed to dress and go. The session had been simple sex but I have to say it was simple sex for me and I felt correctly that she had used me.
What I did not know then was that this was still part of her nasty sex games she was playing with me.
That night was scrubbing the kitchen then a day hoping Lisa was not serious. I did not see her all day but when I reported for cleaning duty there to my horror there she was smiling as she saw me. She ordered me to follow her and off we went. I had shaved and showered before reporting showing I knew I was in for some naked action. Lisa smiled and again pinched my bum and told me I had been real sexy in her work room. I nodded and she pinched my bum again and told me we would do it regularly whenever she fancied getting laid. I did not respond so she pulled me close and said did I want to know a secret. I said yes and she giggled and she told me after I had left she had gone to see a friend who worked in the nursing section. This girl had helped by Lisa carefully scrapped my come from her with some pubic hair and frozen it. I was confused until Lisa told me if I was not a good boy then she would claim rape against me. I felt ill at that as she told me no man said no to her. I now know she spoke rubbish as the sample would not have worked but at the time it scared me witless and I knew I was lost to her. Of course it was more than her as she made clear when she told me the girls had been looking forward all day to getting me tonight and planning really kinky things to do to me. When we got to the bathroom to my dismay nearly twenty were already there about half as many again as last time. This time as Lisa pulled me in I was pinched by the laughing cheering women and then once I was inside the door was locked. Lisa then told me to get naked telling me again that if I was a good boy my bum did not get a broom ride. This time I did not defy them so as the women laughed at me I got naked my stripping getting volleys of rude comments from them. Then once more I was pinned by Lisa and another ugly lance corporal called Debra to the wall and it was open house on my groin. My yelps and moans got the girls really laughing and the assault went on for ages with my balls getting some serious pain as well and then I was turned to face the wall and my bum suffered from their attentions. It was not only their hands but quite a few things such as vegetables and at least three dildos’ were thrust up my passage to their amusement and my pain before the next game was played. By then I knew I was in for a nastier session than last time. One of the girls had a very smelly bucket full of mud and crap and I was pushed into a shower and the whole lot thrown over me and then made to rub it on me. Then Lisa got a hose pipe and the girls laughed and with freezing water she blasted me clean. The finale of this was for me to be held down and Lisa stuffed the hose pipe up my passage and the sensation made me scream. My passage had worse to suffer as next thing I saw was Debra in her underwear but wearing on her front a pink strap-on. I was made to kneel and wet it the girls laughing and urging me to deep throat the disgusting thing. Then I was held down and Debra used it on my passage with the girls all laughing at me for several very painful minutes. Next it was my balls turn and I was held still as the women attached to them by a nylon string several kilos of metal weights. These were set swinging and god I screamed at that as they really pulled my balls and I was sure they would do some serious damage and indeed the rope marks were visible for two weeks. In return for them removing these I agreed to do anything the girls wanted and was then made to stand with my hands on my head while my whole body was abused by the pack.
Next some music was placed on and I was made to perform a dance routine and let them grope me as I did so and all the time I was jeered by them. Then Lisa announced the show was over but I would do some private performances in the barrack room. I was then made to dress in female night clothes of a very revealing nature before my hands were tied behind my back and then I was effectively blindfolded so I could not see. When that was done the girls picked me up and carried me out and into what I am sure was their barrack room. I was dumped on a bed and once more assaulted with a dildo being used on my passage once more and then blankets were thrown over me and I was left with one girl who I assume was Debra. She kissed me and groped me and then made me kiss first her breasts and then her muff before placing me on my back and rode me something not easy with my hands tied behind my back. After a couple of minutes Debra and another girl untied me and instead attached my hands to the bed posts making it easier for them to have me. Debra got off on me and was replaced by a smaller skinner woman who had my tongue on her muff and then also rode me. In total twelve women visited and used me that evening and eight or nine of them had full sex with me while all had at least some muff kissing from me. After about six I was finished but with the girls working my cock hard I managed to stay hard enough for them even though it gave me no pleasure to be ridden by them. Also to be blind and tied was no fun particularly between girls when groups would abuse me. The last to go was Lisa and she had on Debra’s strap-on and gave my passage a hard time before riding me. After her for ages I was left tied and available and it seemed to me as if twenty or more women groped pinched and stuck things up my passage. Many times my mouth was present with bits of their bodies to kiss before they had finished. The finale was the painting of my groin and then a dildo was pushed up my passage and I was carried back to the shower room and the blindfold removed.
Then Lisa ordered me to get cleaning telling me I had to make it sparkle. I protested and she gave my balls a squeeze so even though I was exhausted I had to set to work naked and with a painted groin as she left me to clean. It was one in the morning when I started cleaning and half past two when Lisa, Debra and two more girls returned to inspect my work. Needless to say it was not good enough and I threatened with another two weeks cleaning their shower room. I begged and naturally they relented but I had to knell and lick each of them out as underneath their coats they only had on night clothes. I felt dead as Lisa then made me lie on the ground and got me hard and rode me and as she did so Debra made it a threesome. The other two girls left but Lisa and Debra used me for ages before Lisa told me I had to scrub every loo with a toothbrush and make it literally sparkle telling me I had better be finished by morning. They set me to work and watched laughing at me for thirty minutes before leaving me to carry on.
I needed sleep but cleaned and cleaned as I wanted to be finished before they got up. Lisa and about five more girls turned up after six and laughed and jeered at me but agreed I had done well. Then Lisa stripped naked and got in the shower and demanded I join her and washed her clean. I did so and ended up on my knees licking her out. By then more girls were up and the room was full of naked or semi dressed women. This would have been a fantasy sight if firstly they had been more attractive and secondly I had not been so tired I could hardly stand. After Lisa three more of them had me wash them and each time it ended with me on my knees. Then I was pulled out and pinned down and the girls washed me brutally with my groin really suffering. I then had make up slapped over me and once more my groin painted before my uniform was handed to me and I was allowed to leave.
When I got to my barrack I was seen with the make up on and given more abuse from my room mates but most knew it was not my doing. I had to work but was able to get a few hours sleep on the work room floor in the morning. Then after lunch Lisa turned up and asked had I had fun. I told her no and she laughed and told me the last thing I probably wanted was a rough woman on me hammering my cock to bits in her hard cunt but that was what I was getting and I was to follow her. Within five minutes she had me naked on her filthy floor and in her and I let her use me feeling very sore as she did so. After she had ridden me a couple of times she told me I could ask to be her boyfriend or let her get me again so I had to ask and laughing she said yes.

Part three

For the next twenty-two weeks I was her boyfriend and it was not a nice relationship for me. Not only was she ugly but her sexual desire was far greater than mine. She got a better blanket for her floor which was good as at least three times a day she had me on it usually more than once. She also loved to be licked out and also got a taste for using a strap-on on my passage. And we played a lot more kinkier games than that in fact virtually anything femdom that you could do she did to me. The only nice time was her period when I got a few days off sex. However my relationship with her was not a boy/ girl relationship. Her main emotional relationships were with girls in her barrack room. These I would classify as closet lesbian relationships. The girls would not have sex with each other but as way of expressing themselves sexually with each other would have as a group or pair sex with a man where they could see each other in sexual action. I was more a fuck buddy to her and also something to show off her superiority over me to the other girls. When we were alone she was friendly enough even though she was very sexually demanding and during sex was in control and always on top. She told me that was because it was really hard to come with a guy on top unless she was pissed. However in front of her friends and particularly in a sexual situation she was the dominant bitch queen and this got worse as we went though our relationship.
Her desire to show her supremacy led to many painful situations for me as six more times I was made to go to her shower room where after some open abuse I was blindfolded and taken to the barrack room where I was used by between twelve and sixteen women each time. I was not tied as they assumed correctly by then I would leave the blindfold on. Also twice I served another group of women not Lisa’s friends and they were as nasty as Lisa’s friends. However each time they handed me over to Lisa by three in the morning but twice I slept in her bed and was made to help them in the showers the next morning. The worse of Lisa’s friends was Debra who was one of Lisa’s closest friends. She was going out with a meat head corporal who was quite dominant. Debra told me she needed to be in charge on occasions and also loved strap on sex and no way would he let her have his arse. Therefore at least three times a week Debra joined us for a threesome and this virtually always involved strap-on play and twice this involved me taking both their strap-on’s in my passage at the same time and that certainly made me sore.
Two more of Lisa’s friends used me in quite a regular way. Both were ugly but they were a little and large act with Mandy being the large and Kim the little. I must have had a dozen threesomes with each and Lisa and several foursomes if there is such a word as well as three times being given to the pair of them and another three times just to Mandy. However most of the times I was used by other women I was kept blindfolded so while I am sure virtually every woman on the camp saw me naked I never really knew how much more they had done with me. Apart from all this I had several nasty incidents when I was forced to come along with Lisa and her friends for a girls drinking night. The first time it was her, Debra, Mandy and Kim and we ended up in a store room where the girls got naked and made me strip and dance while I kissed them and then seriously abused me. At one stage I had Debra up my passage, Mandy on my cock and Lisa and Kim taking turns on my face and they nearly broke my back. They bent me around so much I missed a day’s work because of it amazingly the only time I did while I was Lisa’s pet.
The next week it was even worse as I was made to met Lisa in her work room and get her off and then she made me dress without underwear but stuck up my passage a large plastic cock. She when we got to the pub told the other girls and throughout the evening they teased me about it and worse Lisa many times pushed it further in as it tended to come out. I could not sit but they made me laughing at my expression when I sat down. The girls thought that Lisa was a card or a sexy minx for doing this to me and seemed to respect her for doing it as well. I ended up in her work room on my back being used by her, Debra and Kim. Then a month later on on during another drinking evening I was taken into the female loo’s and made to strip and then naked knell on a cubicle floor and lick them out for nearly three hours serving all six girls more than once. The worse thing about this was that frequently the girl would piss with my face right up close and then make me clean her up with my tongue before getting her off. Another occasion I was made to dress as a woman but nearly got arrested by the MP’s so luckily that was not repeated.
I was not the only man Lisa’s group were using and I was told by Lisa about numerous more abuses. During the twenty-two weeks I belonged to her thirty times or maybe more a man was abused by them. Not thirty different men but I think eight or nine men. One guy I know was in my barrack room. His name was Simon but the girls called him bendy wanger because he had a very flexible cock and they used him over ten times as well as gave him away another six times. He really suffered as the girls found it great fun to abuse his cock in ways that made my eyes water when Lisa told me what they did to him.
Finally my time was up and I got a transfer and Lisa was very weepy on our last night but I have to say I was just pleased to escape her and give my groin some rest and apart from the itch of my pubes re-growing I did not suffer again. I never saw her again and for the rest of the time I was in the army I kept well away from the female soldiers.

Is this rape?

A collection of tales from a group

My rape if you can call it that took place during sixth form and involved a girl who was my girlfriend and various members of her family. It had little long term effect on me particularly as I am naturally submissive to women. When I dated Chrissy I was a near virgin having done the deed once with a girl and also gone down on her and another girlfriend a few months later. Chrissy was a plump girl to be polite with gigantic breasts and bad skin and it was her who asked me out. The next night I took Chrissy to the cinema and during the picture we kissed and I rubbed her breasts then afterwards we went to her house. It was a tiny council house where she lived with her younger sister and her mother and was really tatty with no carpets unlike my own much nicer house. We went to her bed and petted and after I had kissed her breasts for ages she made me rub her pussy and then we had sex with at first me on top and then she rode me I came twice and she came at least once at the end. Afterwards she had me kiss her pussy and then she made me dress and go and as I did so her mother was up but just smiled at me as I left.
For the next three weeks I dated Chrissy as a boyfriend and we saw a lot of each other. Sexually she was in charge and I did as she wanted and every date started and ended in her bed. She trained me sexually it is fair to say and also made me go down on her many times even though she was unkeen to return the service. If I was unwilling or claimed to be tired she threatened me and several times she punched me in the stomach or even the groin to show she was in charge. She had several nasty habits including spitting and I recall several times lying under her and her loving me and spitting into my mouth. In fact one night she made me come with her to the bathroom and lie in the bath and she squatted over me and peed all over my naked body and then made me still covered in muck to go down on her before we washed.
Then we went to a party a typical drunken teenage affair where we had sex semi in public watched by a few girls I am sure. At the end of the party a group of her friends came up quite drunk and demanded a kiss and Chrissy grabbed me and held me still so they not only kissed me but urged on by her stripped me naked and assaulted my groin in a very painful manner. After that these girls took my clothing so I had to go with Chrissy with her fully dressed and I wrapped unsatisfactorily in her coat. We went to her house where she pulled me to her bed and slapped me several times to get me into action and I pleased her for ages until we were both so tired we fell asleep.
The next day I awoke to find myself trapped naked in her bed and for a couple of hours she kept me there using me as she wanted. Of course I had no clothes and Chrissy told me she had no trousers and suggested I went home in one of her skirts and I begged her to get me some more sensible clothing as no way could I walk though town wearing a dress. She wandered off and returned with her younger sister. Her name was Amy and like Chrissy she was a plump girl with even worse skin than Chrissy but was a lot darker in both hair and skin colour always looking sun tanned. She gave me a leer as Chrissy told me that Amy had some jeans that may fit me but wanted paying. I told Chrissy to pay her and I would give her the money but Chrissy said to my horror it was not money she wanted but sex. I blushed as Chrissy told me that Amy knew I liked to please a girl and wanted an hour with me for the jeans.
I could not turn her down and had to watch very worried as without shame Amy stripped and got in the bed with me. Worse Chrissy laughed and pulled her dirty dressing gown off and told me I was getting a male fantasy by having two sisters at once. Now yes it is a male fantasy but not forced sex with two girls after a night of sexual action. However after some rubbing I was hard and I licked Amy’s big round breasts and then was pushed by Chrissy onto Amy’s pussy and I went down on her. When Amy was excited I was pulled onto my back and after the girls had rolled a condom over my erection Amy rode me and while she did so Chrissy got oral off me. Then after both had come they changed over and had me the other way around. I did not come as I was worn out and by then Chrissy was finished as well. Amy was not and she made me follow her to her even dirtier bedroom where we got in her bed. She pushed me under her blankets and for ages I went down on her and rubbed her breasts as she lay moaning. Then I was pulled up and we had sex and then she made me lie as she rode me and I came into her and passed out. When I came around Amy and Chrissy had painted my dick and balls and dressed me in some of Chrissy’s underwear. Then I was allowed to put on the jeans and they were too tight to do up but worse all I had on top was a bra. I begged and finally in return for a night in Amy’s bed she gave me a T shirt and finally I looked okay to go and was allowed to limp off by the laughing girls. Luckily it was raining and I was able to get home without being seen.
However having been used at a party by Chrissy and having been stripped by a gang of girls and then forced by her sister I felt rotten. I did not ever want to see her but later that day she phoned and told me if I did not she would beat me up. I was worried but worse the next day in school Chrissy got me and pinned me to a wall and got her hands in my trousers and onto my balls and made good her threat by squashing them hard until I was in tears and happy to do as she wanted. Not that we did anything that day as she had hurt my balls so much I had to go home and lie with an ice pack on them and the marks of her finger nails red in them. While she had always been physically nasty to me this was the worse assault I had suffered and one that to be blunt terrified me so I was from then on too frightened to go against her bidding. This did not stop her assaulting me and later on I realised she got herself off on my pain.
The next night I again went to Chrissy’s house and we had sex and then I was ordered to go to Amy’s room and spend the rest of the evening with her. I found that Amy was as rough a girl was her sister and also spat at me and pushed her hand up my bottom during several exhausting hours of sexual activity. At about midnight I was told to leave but as I did so I was seen by the girls’ mother. She was a middle aged wreak of a woman called Brenda a loud mouthed woman who could be very crude and she leered at me and made a comment about sleeping with Amy when I should be in Chrissy’s bed making me blush. I then spent an hour with Chrissy and then left exhausted.
I had another week then a Chrissy’s boyfriend having sex just with her and luckily for me not seeing her sister at all. Then one evening when I got to Chrissy’s house I found her downstairs with her mother. To my surprise Chrissy grabbed me and pulled my jeans down in front of her mother who laughed at my distress. Then Chrissy got hold of my balls and told me she would give them a real big crush if I objected. I begged making both of them laugh and Chrissy told me to pull my pants up and then do a proper striptease as her and her mother wanted a laugh. I was embarrassed but terrified and amazingly also erect in my trousers as I sort of bobbed around removing my clothing in front of Chrissy and her mother. When I was naked Chrissy told me to keep dancing but to get closer and when I did so she grabbed my dick and rubbed me. Worse she pushed me to the side and to my disgust her mother did the same and I got even more excited. Then Brenda told me to fire for her making me go red all over to their amusement. I sort of rubbed myself and Brenda asked Chrissy was I a leg or breast man and when she replied tits Brenda gave a laugh and pulled her big dirty white shirt open. Her breasts were in a massive off white bra but she pulled them out and cupped them and told me to keep rubbing and come over them. I was horrified particularly as Chrissy was laughing and as the breasts while big had no real shape at all. However a slap from Chrissy on my naked bottom got me rubbing and to my disgusted surprise after a minute I did come over Brenda’s breasts. They found my orgasm funny and worse Brenda told me I should clean her tits and when I did not move Chrissy slapped my hard on the leg. Therefore I lent down and was soon licking my sticky white come of Brenda’s very dirty breasts. I had eaten my own come before twice once with Chrissy and once when younger on my own but found myself feeling sick even though logically is should not.
Then Brenda grabbed me and while I was still sensitive she rubbed me and I got erect. Then Brenda pulled her skirt up and told me she had not bothered with knickers today so I could get licking fast. I shuddered but saw Chrissy bunch her fist so quickly got to my knees and went down on Brenda. She smelt even worse than Chrissy ever did with thick pubic hair and what seemed to me a massive floppy vagina. However Brenda obviously liked what I was doing and was soon grunting in delight and came on me. Quickly Chrissy grabbed me painfully by the hair and I was pulled my face still wet from her mother’s pussy into hers and made to give her oral as well. Then my hair was grabbed my Brenda who pulled me up groped my dick to check I was hard and opened her legs and told me to get it up her but to hold back as she would want a few orgasms tonight. I groaned but moved forward and she swallowed me into her pussy. I moved in and out finding her slack and worse looking at her ugly red face sweating and hearing her grunting meant I only just stayed hard. The thing that kept me hard was the knowledge that Chrissy would beat my balls if I did not. Her mother came grunting loudly and I was pulled out and towards Chrissy. She however ordered me to lie on the floor on their filthy bit of old carpet and she got on me and rode me as her mother watched. Then her mother moved and let her breasts swamp me forcing me to rub and lick them as her daughter had me. After Chrissy had come she suggested her mother had a go on top making me groan and Chrissy told me to shut up and stay hard.
Brenda laughed and said she had not been on a man for over ten years but I seemed nice so she would. I lay appalled as the huge woman moved and replaced Chrissy on me. Her weight really hurt as she rode me making me groan as well. I think she assumed I was getting turned on because she told me to hold back but in reality I was only just holding my erection in her slack pussy. She came and got off and was replaced by Chrissy and once more I licked Brenda’s breasts as Chrissy rode me. This time I did get excited and as Chrissy pulled off I was close. Laughing Chrissy rubbed me until I came making them both laugh.
I hoped that was it but instead Brenda told me I could give her oral sex and she got on my face. If her on my groin had been bad having her on my face was disgusting but I licked away aware to my terror of Chrissy rubbing my dick and balls and knowing I had to get hard fast for her. Somehow by the time Brenda came I was hard and then Chrissy rode me again. Then it was Brenda again and then Chrissy and by then I ached from the weight and roughness of my riders. However by then the women were satisfied and I was allowed to get up feeling very bruised. However Chrissy told me to jerk off for them again. After a few minutes I had not come and Brenda took over making me moan with how rough she was. Then she pulled me onto the sofa and moved and she went down on me and to my amazement she licked me very sexily and I came into her mouth. Her response was to spit my come over my face and then before I could go soft get on me and ride me pinning me to the sofa. It was agony and I was crying and sobbing as she had me and worse Chrissy was pulling my hair and spitting at me and telling me my balls would go if I went soft. Brenda came very fast to my relief and even better Chrissy did not want me again so my dick was allowed finally to go soft even although it still ached. Then Chrissy told me to dress as we would be late for the cinema. I have no idea what we saw as I was in a daze and worse Chrissy unzipped me and rubbed me for most of the film. After the movie we went back to her house where luckily her mother and sister were not up and in her bed she used me until she was finished and exhausted she sent me away. However just before I left she grabbed me hard by the balls and gave me a choice to do as she and her family wanted or have my balls crushed and I had to agree not only to do as she wanted but also to agree I had loved screwing a mother and daughter team. In fact I cried for ages that night and had bruises all over from the sex.
Chrissy forced me to date her for another three months before to my great relief she dumped me for another lad and I know treated him as bad as she had done me. I had sex with Chrissy virtually every night during this time and much worse regularly with her gross mother as well even though to have both at once was actually quite rare. As for her sister I was used by her a few times but not that often even though on one particular Sunday all three used me one after another with Chrissy having numerous turns on me. When I was dumped I was incredibly relieved and it was over a year before I went to bed with another girl and the first few sessions I was so nervous it was as if I was a virgin again.


2nd tale


I was subjected to a very abusive relationship with a girl when I was at school and it went on for two whole years. The relationship was threatening and also violent. The girl herself was violent but the main threat at the start was her brother. It all started after my O levels when a girl in the third year asked me out. Her name was Sharon and she was a skinny boyish girl very immature with dark hair and skin. I said no and she kicked me in the ankle and called me a bastard. Now at the time I was an artistic boy who assumed I was going to make it big and intended to do art A levels. I was also I think an attractive boy so why should I date a young nothing like her? The answer I soon discovered was her brother. He was a boy in our year that had been expelled in the last term for fighting a teacher. His name was Russell and he was a large ignorant boy and already had a criminal record. His reputation and that of his friends was trouble so the next day they sought me out when I cycling with a friend. They forced him to leave pulled me from the bike and pushed me around. Then Russell told me I had upset his sister. I told him I had not touched her assuming he was worried about her dubious chastity. He told me that was not it but instead she wanted to date me and I was to do as she wanted. I was confused until he told me my job was to keep her away from him so I gathered correctly that he had been told to look after her and found it annoying to have his younger sister around him all the time. He then grabbed me and told me if she wanted my scrawny body she could have me but if she got pregnant he would kick the shit out of me. I felt sick but faced with a beating I agreed I would become her boyfriend and also to see her after lunch. He laughed told me where he lived and threw me to the ground and told me when I was with her I was to keep out of his way as no way was I his friend something I was happy about.
However being Sharon’s boyfriend did not appeal either but after lunch I cycled to her house as neither did a beating. Her house was one of the filthiest houses I had ever seen. It had two old rusty cars on what passed for a lawn and was much worse inside. The door was opened by Sharon who gave me a smile and invited me in and told me to come to her bedroom. I thought this was forward but actually the family had no family rooms fit for people to go in. In short Sharon was what the Americans call white trash. Sharon’s room was small with the only real furniture her bed so we sat on that. I felt awkward but she smiled and told me she knew her brother would make me see sense about us getting together. Then she smiled and told me I was a handsome boy and she liked my art work. I said thank you feeling I was on display. Then she asked what her brother had said and I told her. She smiled and told me that was good because if he had said no sex she was going to stab him. I blinked at that and then she touched my arm and told me as long as I was clear about her being in charge it should all be okay and I nodded. She then laughed and told me to cheer up as we would have a lot of fun together. I was unconvinced but smiled back at her and she suggested we lay down together and had a snog as she had fancied kissing me for weeks and we could talk later on. I again nodded and was soon lying on her bed finding her sheets smelt of musky sweat and were obviously hardly ever washed. She grabbed my head and kissed me pushing her tongue into my mouth. I then discovered not only did she have bad breath but also her teeth were in a very poor condition. However I kissed her back and then rubbed her neck and hair. We kissed for sometime and then she moved and undid her shirt and placed my hand on her chest. She was not wearing a bra but then hardly needed one as her breasts were tiny little things an A cup I soon after found out. However I rubbed her nipples and she moaned and kissed me harder. Then I moved a hand and rubbed her body and found she had no flesh at all and I could easily feel her ribs. She responded my wiggling and pushing my hand into the band of her skirt and I wiggled and entered her knickers. Her muff seemed to be hairless as I found her slit and sort of rubbed it. Then I found her clit and sort of massaged that rubbing her breast with my other hand while she kissed me. Soon she started to moan more and more and broke off kissing me and lay back and flexed her hips. I moved a finger and it slipped without me really meaning up her and she moaned loudly and orgasmed. She then pulled my hand out and gave me a smile and told me she knew I would be a great lover. She then kissed me again before telling me I was nice and cute as most guys demanded to come first and then were reluctant to get her off. I was surprised as I had sort of assumed she was more inexperienced than I was but as I was to discover Sharon had been sexually active for quite a few years.
Sharon then suggested we both got naked as it was hot and we had a lot more loving to do. I nodded feeling pleased to have got her to come but also unhappy about being with her. She stood and removed her clothing and I saw I was correct in that her breasts were hardly there and also that her muff only had a few pubes on it. Her legs were amazingly thin and she looked malnourished rather than slim. She also had a sweet sickly unwashed smell to her and that was worse as she got on the bed and helped me get naked. When I was naked her hands moved and she rubbed my cock and nuts telling me to my embarrassment I was a nice size. I got erect as she worked away but found her touch rough at the time I said nothing but later on when I did it made no difference she was always to rough on me. She then asked what the maximum number of times I could come was and I replied four even though I had never actually done that. She giggled and told me she could come ten times if she wanted. That again surprised me and I wondered what sort of weird girl she was. Then she told me she had sucked guys off before but no one had ever done her and lay back on the bed and opened her legs making it very clear what I was expected to do. There are I think many times in your life you make a choice and that affects you for years afterwards because what I did was move between her legs and that established who was in charge between us. If I had not done this but made her get me off we may have had a more equal relationship. Her muff had an odd taste like that of stale milk but she moaned as I kissed her slit. I had only myself ever once been down on a girl but I sort of knew what to do so licked away at her quite gently and then moved closer and sort of French kissed her with my lips and rubbed my tongue on her clit. Sharon moaned loudly and started to flex her hips in time to my licking and then her hands grabbed my hair and held me to her as within three minutes she came. As she rocked on my face I was glad she was a skinny girl was I was easily able to breathe. After her orgasm she pulled me up and told me I had a sticky face with a giggle and then told me to lie back as it was my turn. I let her push me back and into her mouth my cock went. I was unkeen as her teeth were so bad but she sucked and licked my cock and even though she was not good I came. She then moved up and spat my come out all over my clothing on the floor to my dismay. She then said we should have a drink and a chat and she put on a pink Barbie dressing gown now far to short for her and went and got us each a can of coke.
We had the drinks and sort of talked but I found her dim and shallow something that was not to change. This was hardly surprising as at school she was in the slow progress group even though to be fair she was better than that while I had been in the top sets. After thirty minutes she suddenly said we should screw and produced a packet of condoms. She then suggested I licked her a few times to get her ready so I did that. Then she moved and placed me to my astonishment on my back and rolled the condom over my cock. She then told me she was going on top as she had read that made a girl come the best. I was too stunned to reply as on she went and pushed me into her muff. I found her very tight and nearly painful as I was always to do while she moaned as I filled her in obviously delight. She then told me to lie still and let her do the work and to concentrate on not coming until she had come a couple of times. I nodded and let her seduce me. I was hard but not close to coming and her pussy felt rough against me as she bounced up and down on me. After quite a few minutes she came on me but after a few seconds resumed and this time grabbed my hands and got me to rub her nipples. By then I was feeling a tingly sensation from my groin so I knew I could come when I wanted. I fought it and rubbed her nipples as Sharon got off on me again and when she came I came myself. She sat on me and told me I was the greatest lover in the world something if another girl had said would have really boasted my ego but at the time said by an immature slag did not excite me. By then I had already realised that Sharon had been with a lot of men or boys and I correctly guessed these were mainly Russell’s friends and therefore another reason for giving me to her was to stop her screwing his friends and making him feel small.
Sharon then got off me and we lay and chatted and after some time she rubbed me roughly hard and told me we were going to try some different positions to see if they were better than her on top. My feelings were not considered as she got me hard and in another condom and we tried position after position. We did it one way until she wanted a change and then we moved to the position she wanted to try next. We did it side by side then from behind with various leg positions and then with me on top pumping away. Sharon came when I was doing her from behind but told me she still preferred to be on top. As for me I liked being on top as well but she did not and told me we would not do that again. Instead she went on top and we did it with her leaning forward then back on my knees and reversed on me. Sharon told me all ways with her on top were nicest for her so that was how we would do it. Then she moved and made me rub her breasts as she bounced on me until we came. I had said I could come four times but as I discovered three was my real limit. However I was hard enough for Sharon as she stayed on me and after fitting a new condom bounced around on me for over an hour. I let her have me kissing her and rubbing her as she wanted and six more times she came on me but showed to my mounting horror no sign of being finished. I was as my cock ached as did my nuts and as she gripped me in her muff it started to really hurt. When I complained she just laughed at me as she seduced me. Several times I felt a pain in my groin but it was not an orgasm. Finally Sharon got off me but moved up me and told me I could watch her wank and as I lay tired she positioned her muff over my face and rubbed herself off treating her muff quite rough as she did so. I found it perverse rather than exciting and then after she had come she demanded I licked her once more and moved me down so I had to. I licked her off feeling sick and she took quite a long time to come before getting finally off me. Sharon then told me she had come fourteen times a new record for her but reckoned she could do it all again. I told her no way could I making her laugh and then I told her had to go for my tea. She told me I could but demanded I visit her the next morning and grudgingly I agreed.

Part two
Thank for the comments and no I do not intend to write pages about Sharon. After my first day with her the next day was more of the same and in fact for the six weeks of the summer holidays I spent five days a week in her room. We hardly seemed to go out and I knew by the end of the time she was a very strange girl indeed. As for sex we had loads of it far too much even for a fit teenage male to cope with. After a week my groin ached but Sharon always was ready for more. I knew my sexual limit was three orgasms and some painful tingles but that was that for me and as for her well she once in a day came twenty-six times and it was rare then for her to come less than twelve times. By the end of the holidays I thought of her as iron muff so tough did her muff seem to me. She was still far too tight to be really comfortable and still smelt. However she smelt less because frankly I was licking her body on such a regular basis that it was my tongue keeping her clean.
Virtually all the time she was on top and she was always on top when my cock was in her grinder of a muff. While we did not experiment with positions she made me try many more things with her. Firstly she rubbed my cock with many things and made me do the same thing as well even though she did not like me to come then. One thing she did was always at least once and frequently more at the end of a session she would jerk herself off while on my face. She also enjoyed making me eat my come and also one day several condoms that her brother and friends had filled with some girls as well. That I hated and she was really nasty to make me do that. However by then she had already made me go into their bathroom where in the bath she had pissed all over me and also made me lie mouth open and let her piss into it. That was not the worse as once she shat all over me truly revolting but luckily even Sharon found that gross. Another thing she loved and I hated was inserting things into my body. On our third day she produced a small white vibrator she owned and stuck that up me and from then on my bum was open house for her. She was so gross she would stick her hand right up me and then make me lick it clean. It was not just her hand but anything she fancied that went up my bum. And I do mean anything during my time with her I reckon she shoved over a thousand different things up me including I remember the phone, a doll, a hockey stick handle, a spanner, an electric plug and numerous different bottles. However the most things pushed in were vegetables of all sorts but she particularly loved to use a carrot or a cucumber on me and then make me eat it. Three times she hurt my bum so much it bleed but somehow I did not die from it. That was not the worse because she also pushed things into my cock as well. This started after a week when she had exhausted me she got me hard and rammed up my cock a wire with a flag on really hurting me. At the end of the holiday she stuck a pencil in my cock and it took me over an hour in the shower to manipulate it out. You may wonder why I put up with it as I disliked her but I was also terrified of her and the more I was with her the more I realised how violently unstable she was. In fact she made her brother seem like an angel so disturbed was she. She talked a lot about stabbing people and had a collection of knives and later was suspended from school for waving one in another girls face. Therefore while I was worried about Russell beating me up I was more worried about Sharon killing me. Much more terrifying was once after about three weeks her sitting on me holding a knife and discussing with me what it would be like for me to become a eunuch.
Anyway after the worse summer I could have imagined we returned to school and me to sixth form. However I was still her boyfriend and now it became public to the great amusement but also bafflement of my friends and peers. Everyday I had to see her at lunchtime and much worse when we had eaten our sandwiches we went somewhere a little more private and she removed her knickers and I either lay down or knelt and went under her skirt. When it got colder we were several time seen by other pupils and I suffered quite a lot of teasing from my peers because of this. Then after school I would walk her home and into her bed where she seduced me. Even worse she wanted me now to take her out so at least three times a week I picked her up later. Sometimes we just went to the pictures or even stayed in but frequently it was parties. Sometimes they were okay but mostly she had a few drinks and behaved appallingly. She several times got into fights when I was with her and twice hurt another girl badly. Mainly I stopped her doing this by letting her use me. She loved to show her power over me when drunk by making me kiss her and let her publicly grope me. At one party she was very drunk and she got a knife and in the kitchen in front of about a dozen girls from her year she made me strip and knell and lick her off as they laughed at me. At another party with quite a few of the same girls she not only made me strip but let them touch me and also got me to go down on three of them as a laugh. The worse party was about six months after that where she seduced me on a sofa watched by another all female group including quite a few from before and then the whole group groped me and Sharon rammed a bottle up my bum before I must have given head to six of them as well as been seduced by four of them. This party finished with me bent over the sofa and Sharon and three other girls taking turns to ram things in and out of my bum. The grand finale was that Sharon made me walk her home with me totally naked something she had done before but this time three of the girls came with us and made me dance around and amuse then by pretending to have sex with things like post boxes. By then for her amusement but also because I think she wanted to stop me straying Sharon had not only made me shave my legs and pubes but also to have her name written on my cock even though by then her muff was covered in thick black pubes making her even smellier to lick. However these public events only took place when she was drunk and usually she was a very jealous type and I only had to talk to a girl to get trouble. Then she would scream at me and then kick and hit me. Usually the beating finished with her smacking my nuts until I could not move and then sitting on me and abusing my bum or cock. Usually after a beating I was ill for a day but once was off school for three days as my nuts were so swollen and I had to tell the doctor it was a sports accident.
Finally after my A levels Sharon also left school not having done her final exams but having kept me as her boyfriend for two whole years. We finished with a month of exhausting togetherness every day. By then Russell her brother was inside for a long time on a drug and violence charge and I knew Sharon was taking pills because sometimes she made me as well. Her mother was a mess and they had no father but someone in the family stepped in. Sharon had an aunt who lived in Italy and she went there and I was able to escape and get away to university. I have to say I avoided coming home and for several years dreaded a phone call or visit from her. At university I had quite a few girlfriends including a couple of rough dominant girls but nothing as strange as Sharon. Then five years after leaving for university I saw her in a pub and she came over and talked to me. I felt sick as she did so but she did not want to seduce me but just to chat. She told me she had returned after a year and had then had two kids with a guy who had now left her but she had got a nice flat out of the council. She was as scrawny as ever and looked sick and I was sure she was on drugs. We talked for a bit with me telling her I lived in a completely different city from the one I did and then she wandered off. Another guy in the pub told me she was on the game but I am not sure he was right but she certainly seemed a sad thing. I have to say seeing her semi broken made me feel safer and better.

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Sure there are exceptions, where female rapists use physical force, but after having met an alarming number of female rapists, I think the most common way is to pressure their victim with his own arousal until he breaks, often blameing the resulting "assault" on the victim even afterwards. It's common rape - using force to force someone into sex against his will (because lust isn't will, and very few wants to rape someone no matter how aroused) - but I wonder if they really see it that way. I think female rapists force their victims into a traditional gender role - where women are submissive and men dominant - and also tells themselves that they really wanted it, just as their male counterparts. It's a sweet deal, because very few will believe that men can even get aroused without his consent, or that he can be broken to do stuff against his will, so male victims are generally not taken seriously, and nowhere is there any trace of blame that will fall on the real rapist.
...so I don't believe for a second that men rape women more than women rape men. Women are just as merciless and void of respect - they just doesn't leave any trace, and can easily blame the victim instead. If anything, it wouldn't surprise me if women rape men more, because of their dominant sexual role and their absolution from blame and even doubt if they claim they've been physically forced, no matter what.
Generally, if I am to go with those I've gotten to know, they give the impression of being innocent and uncaring at the same time, often very fixated to sex, because talking about sex if their first step towards ensnaring their victims. If you as a man feel provoked and neglected by a woman, a way to solve it is to talk about it with them. Tell them that you are being sexually provoked by what they say, and ask them to stop. If they don't stop, no matter how much they say they are going to, leave them before they manage to break you. Don't overestimate yourself: No matter how strong your morals are, there's still a biological limit to your psyche, and if they can lure you into solitude with them, all it really takes is an hour or so, more or less, to make you do something you will not only regret and feel violated after doing, but also might end up in jail or worse for.
They're not easy to spot either, because that's their whole game and that's what they get off on: Playing the innocent victim that is so much sweeter and better than "big bad guilty men". The only warning signal you are probably going to get, is that they won't listen to you and won't respect you when you ask them to, because that's not innocence. That's manipulation, and they are really fully aware that they are manipulating you all the way.


BDSM peopela re polite and they take communciation seriously. Are there sexual predators? Occasionally. But owrd gets out real fast.
ANd I recall a reallys cary story a DOmme friend told. SHe had a male submissive firend whoc alled her in hysterics one morning. He had been talkign onlien with two Dommes and they had decided to meet. He had insisted on seeign ID and had brought some himself. NOTHIGN was gonna happent hat night--it was jsut ameet and greet (which is what smart people do with online acquaintnaces; they also set up safe calls, so that if you don't report in bya certian time, they call the cops). Midway through dinner, he went to the bathroom, and they finsihed eating--and he felt dizzy and nauseated. Yup you guessed it Rohypnol.
He walk up muchalter, boudn and gagged and being beaten viciously in a non-pleasurable way. He b;acked otu again. They had raped him anally and gotten him ahrd,. put on a cock ring and raped him that way (he was brusied and raw).
He woke up next mornign inhsi car. Nos ign of the women andhe coudlkn't tell anyoen how to get to heir home. Turned otu the names they gave him along with the ID s were phony. He did go to the polic and a hosptiala nd rape was conmfirmed--but they never caught the female rapists


In the cases where women have been charged with rape, there are generally three ways it happens.
First is that the women uses an intoxicated, drugged or otherwise unconscious male as, basically, a dildo. As any teenage boy will attest, human males don't exactly have precise control over when blood will start flowing to a given part of the body and it can happen when, quite frankly, we don't want it to.
Second is actual threat of force if they don't do it. Obviously rare, but men have been gang-raped by women, so one gets busy while the others hang around to carry out the threat.
Third is being in a position of authority, either by taking advantage by being in a position of influence (like a teacher, or older female relative) or using explicit threats (do it or I'll accuse you of rape/fire you/tell your wife you're having an affair).
Of course it doesn't nearly as often as women getting raped, but it does happen.

There was this one woman back when I was in college who stalked me for about a year and who I woke up with on top of me (I was drunk and she broke into my room) on two different occasions. I certainly didn't wanna have anything to do with her, but I basically shrugged it off because it was the easiest way to get her to go away (and I was really drunk). Anyhow, I checked "murky gray area" since I guess that's what it was. My biggest worry was that she might've got pregnant (thankfully that didn't happen!)

When I was a rape crisis volunteer we had a series of rapes on men by a pair of women--one held a gun on him while the other raped him!


Rape of males by females
Women also can commit an act of rape with force ordeception to make a man (or adolescent) engage in anon-consensual penetrative sexual act. According toCourt TV's Crime Library, women commit about 10% ofall sexual offenses and their abuse often involvestheir own child or children which is incest. Severalwidely publicized cases of female-male statutory rapein the United States involved school teachers rapingtheir teenage male students. One infamous exampleinvolved elementary school teacher Mary KayLetourneau, who had two children with one of herstudents, who was 13 when she began her repeatedrapes.
Rape of males by females is widely, but incorrectly,considered impossible because male erectile responseis seen as voluntary, when, in fact, it isinvoluntary. (1997). Male Rape. The National Centerfor Victims of Crime. URL accessed on 2006-3-12.Therefore, male victims of rape by females often facea social, political, and legal double-standard. Femalerapists are usually seen as much less culpable thanmale rapists by the courts. In addition, male victimsof female rape often endure a double-bind because menare considered to always want sex with a woman whichmeans that female-on-male rape can be seen, by others,as desirable. In addition, since rape by females ismuch less well known, the male victims often findlittle support from rape crisis counselors. Finally,since the incidence of female-on-male rape is onrecord at much higher rates (31% compared to 10%) inCanada, it is likely being substantiallyunder-reported in the US.
In many countries, male rape is legally classifiedunder a different law or name. However, the nature ofthe incident, and its consequences, are similar. It issaid that male rape is taken less seriously as aresult of the stereotypical views held about males inmany societies, including modern Western society.Men's rights lobbyists are pushing for tougher malerape laws, and have gained some success, but manystill feel that more work is needed to be done


False "men do and women don't" stereotypesIn Sexually Aggressive Women, 13 contributors examinefalse but pervasive gender stereotypes that hampersound rape research, that create false impressionsabout rape in legal, political and social circles, andthat prevent acknowledgement that females oppress,dominate and sexually offend too. One contributornotes that "Ignoring sexually aggressive women ignoresthat harm they cause to victims, whether male orfemale, and could even exacerbate victims' distress byimplying that their experiences are invalid ortrivial." Another contributor quotes Bell Hooks whowrote:
"Emphasizing paradigms of domination that callattention to woman's capacity of dominate is one wayto deconstruct and challenge the simplistic notionthat man is the enemy, woman the victim: the notionthat men have always been the oppressors. Suchthinking enables us to examine our role as woman inthe perpetration and maintenance of systems ofdomination."
The contributor states that research on female formsof oppression would require "acknowledging theguilt-inducing fact that not only are women oppressedbut women also oppress others."Double standards
Professionals and researchers who deal withrape-victims have noted a number of social, political,and legal double standards about rape:
* The rape of a child by their parent (see incest)is treated as being much less serious than rape bystrangers of adults. * Female rapists are often falsely held to bementally ill and in need of treatment, while malerapists are typically considered sane and fullyculpable by default. * The rape of a male by an attractive aggressor iscommonly regarded as a popular male fantasy(particularly among adolescents). As a result,criminal penalties are often less severe when the malevictim is held to be sexually-oriented to the accused.This is especially true in cases involvingaquaintances and minors (where aggressors often defendtheir actions as earnest expressions of "love"). (seeMary Kay Letourneau) * Accused rapists are typically identified in thepress immediately, while their accuser is grantedanonymity (rape shield law) (see Kobe Bryant who laterapologized to the alleged victim). Criticized as beingunconstitutional, the absence of equal anonymity foraccuser and defendant is seen as encouraging thetrying of the accused in the court of public opinion.In highly publicized cases, critics argue that thispolicy may even ensure that a fair trial cannotpossibly take place. Critics level that the imbalanceallows for unrestricted false rape allegations(damaging even after being found to be untrue) byconsensual sexual partners seeking vengeance forextra-legal wrong-doing.

Female rapist and abuser profiles
Court TV's Crime Library lists 6 types of female-malesex offenders based on research by psychiatrist JanetWarren and psychologist Julia Hislop.
* Facilitators - women who intentionally aid menin gaining access to children for sexual purposes. * Reluctant partners - women in long termrelationships who go along with the sexualexploitation of a minor out of fear of beingabandoned. * Initiating partners - women who want to sexuallyoffend against a child and who may do it themselves orget a man or another woman to do it while they watch. * Seducers and lovers - women who direct theirsexual interest against adolescents and develop anintense attachment. * Pedophiles - women who desire an exclusive andsustained sexual relationship with a child. * Psychotics - women who suffer from a mentalillness and who have innapropriate sexual contact withchildren as a result.
Warning signs for potential female rapists
According to Network LaRed woman on woman rape anddomestic violence abusers exhibit certain behavior,including:
* Violent, negative verbal outbursts, throwsobjects, violates other's privacy, steals and/orbreaks objects. * Separating themselves from family in order toavoid jealous behavior. * Exhibiting behavior that is overly co-dependentin terms of money, and desires a close friend/relativeto be dependent of them (or vice versa). * Not allowing a close friend/relative access tomedications or health care. * Claiming alcohol or drug abuse as an excuse forviolent behavior. * Uses guilt to force others into decisions. * Humiliates others intentionally. * Blatant disrespect of personal boundaries. * Controlling, manipulative behavior.
This behaviour includes, but is not limited to,mothers or care givers who abuse their children.
Psychologists who research female-male, andfemale-female rape suggest that significantunder-reporting of these crimes is occurring. Theysuggest that the double standards in perception thatexist between male and female rape, the taboo nature(see incest) of some female rapes, and the lack ofrapist-gender reporting in many jurisdictionscontribute to this alleged under reporting in theUnited States. Canadian researcher, LindaHalliday-Sumner suggests from the slowing emerginginformation about female sex crimes, that women commitabout one third (or about 33%) of all sexual offenses.However, she notes that in Canada, just 19 of 4545 (orjust 0.4%) of federal prisoners convicted of sexoffenses were women in 1997.
Female Sex Offenders
* Pearson, Patricia, When She Was Bad: ViolentWomen and the Myth of Innocence, Viking Adult, 1997. * Adams, Ken, Silently Seduced: When Parents Maketheir Children Partners-Understanding Covert Incest,HCI, 1991. * Anderson, Peter B., and Struckman-Johnson Cindy,Sexually Aggressive Women: Current Perspectives andControversies, Guilford, 1998. * Kierski, Werner, Female Violence: Can WeTherapists Face Up to it?, Counseling andPsychotherapy Journal, 12/2002. * Rosencrans, Bobbie, The Last Secret: DaughtersSexually Abused by Mothers, Safer Society, 1997. * Miletski, Hani, Mother-Son Incest: TheUnthinkable Broken Taboo, Safer Society, 1999. * Elliot, Michelle, Female Sexual Abuse ofChildren, Guilford, 1994 * Hislop, Julia, Female Sex Offenders: WhatTherapists, Law Enforcement and Child ProtectiveServices Need to Know, Issues Press, 2001.

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