Monday, February 27, 2006

True tale 14

Unlike most of the stories here that mainly relate to teenagers and just past teenagers my story is more complex and involves my suffering for over a decade at the hands of my ex-wife. I married here after quite a stormy affair because sexually she was my dream being attractive and quite dominant. However she had a very jealous and had a filthy temper. At first sexually it was good but then she started to claim I was chatting up her friends and then any woman I saw. In actual fact it was all in her mind. However she swore and threw things at me and then physically attacked me and after several months her nagging broke me down. She made me agree to her regular sexual checks and also to all her sexual demands. For the next eight years I went along with this and she was my owner sexually in all ways and this allowed us just about to live together even though she still physically attacked me. Then for twelve months her demands got worse and worse until eventually I was sick of her slashing and hitting me and left her. She of course tried to chase me and then we had a very nasty divorce before I got any of the house money back. However my hospital records and police reports helped me win. Later she spent sometime in a mental institute but last I heard she had remarried.
Anyway for my marriage her sexual demands were frightening. At anytime she could examine my groin and dick and several times a day she did so. This was to ensure I had not been with another woman. To ensure this more she made me shave all my body hair off and she used to paint my dick with glittery paint to ensure it had not been anywhere. This hurt my dick and meant that of course my clothing was always full of glitter. Her sexual demands were worse as anytime she could demand sex with me. She had always had a large sexual appetite but I think in her desire to do me down she had sex even when she did not want to just to get at me. It was a rare night for us not to have sex and that was not all as at least every other morning it was sex again. Sex was hideously monotonous. First I had to shave, wash and shower and was then inspected by her all over for signs of illicit sexual activity. She did not wash in fact one of the many nasty things about her was her very poor personal hygiene. Then one of three things happened. First she was decide I had been unfaithful or had masturbated (this was being unfaithful because I was not thinking about her) and to prove I had not I had to masturbate while looking at her breasts. If that had been all it would not have been to bad but she would see how much come I produced and it was never enough. Therefore I had to repeat the masturbation to confirm it and then she would tie me to the bed and torture my balls and bottom. The night would finish with me crying and her getting head several times before she forgave me and raped me and then to finish with I had to masturbate again for her. This was very difficult because I was empty but if I did not come and come well then the whole scene could be and was repeated. The other thing would be her on me and using my hands, mouth and dick for her pleasure until I was exhausted and she was jeering and insulting me for my lack of stamina. You may think these two things were bad enough and they were but the third was worse as she made me her bitch. She made me put on female sex clothing and then give her head while masturbating. Then she got a strap on dildo and raped me with it rubbing my dick as she did so. This would go on for ages before she allowed me to prove I was a man. She removed the dildo and opened her legs and I had to get on her and make love to her to prove I was a man. Of course every time I failed and therefore the strap on dildo was used on me again. Some nights I suffered three or four attacks from the strap on dildo before she was satisfied. In the morning the sex was always the same her on my face getting head while I masturbated sometimes more than once. She was self-employed and able to adapt her hours but the sex exhausted me and frequently I was late for work so I lost several jobs because of this. I have no idea why I stayed for so long and while I used to blame my near constant exhaustion I think it was the mental torture that did it. Finally even this domination did not sate her violence and she took to violently attacking me and after a year of this I left her. Five years on from that I am in a new relationship but I was impotent for three years after leaving her. My current girlfriend is quite dominant but not violent. The bondage games we play are mutual fun with safe words and very occasionally I get to be the top. However we both agree the sex is best with her in charge. Was that my ex wife or was it me I do not know but do know that ten years with her was hell.

True tale 13

I would like to tell this group about two incidents that have happened to me. Neither were rape as sometimes described here but both involved females attacking me in a sexual manner. The first was when I was still at school and was grabbed by a gang of over twenty younger girls and pulled into the girls changing room area. There the girls ripped my clothes off and I was pinned to a wall naked and exposed. One of the girls then rubbed my cock until I was hard and then after all of them had been able to have a good close look two more girls got out some paints and slapped a coat of blue paint on my balls and on my cock. Then a bra was placed on me and my clothing was thrown out of a window and I was thrown out of the door. I managed to get my clothing and dressed before the teachers turned up but was seen naked by well over a dozen more girls. It was deeply embarrassing for me and I suffered quite a lot of verbal teasing about it. However at least six lads suffered in this way so I was not alone in getting done by them. The next incident was about two years later when I was in the sixth form and again involved younger girls. Again I was grabbed this time by about eight girls and dragged into another changing area. Once there they pulled my clothes off and all had a clear look at me naked. However being older they wanted more so they tied me naked to a bench and I was groped and petted by them. Then one of the girls stuck a pair of knickers over my face and I was deliberated masturbated to orgasm. This was nice but the girls carried on and that hurt and my moans were greeted with laughter. Then they shaved very crudely my groin before the bell went for afternoon lessons. However they did not release me but left me tied and with the knickers on my face and naked. I was there for the whole afternoon and any girl who went to the bathroom could see me and if she wanted play with me. It was deeply embarrassing and quite scary, as I was never sure how many girls were there. Several times unknown girls petted me. Then four of the girls gave me a choice either to stay and take my chances when the bell went for the end of school or for them to release me so long as I nice to them. I agreed and they untied me and gave me my clothes. What they meant by being nice varied from nothing in two cases to with two of them dates where they got to say how far we went and with both girls it was all the way. The first girl was Debbie who was a plump girl a year younger than me who I went on about six dates with and every time went to bed with her. The other girl was a boyish girl called Maggie who I dated well over twenty times and again we had regularly sexual intercourse. In both cases the girls were the ones in control but then I was and am quite a submissive lad. The whole thing stopped when I went to college and long term did nothing to me.

Saturday, February 25, 2006

A term in a house in London.

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Friday, February 24, 2006

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

True story 12

My first full sexual experience was forced and occurred on a school field trip. I was with quite a small group from our school and in the centre was another school. They were a larger group and from an all girls school private I think. At first we ignored them but then one evening myself and a couple of others had a fag with them. They were very frisky and confident and we were much more reserved. We also had girlfriends back home in my case and most of my friends' younger girls. At bedtime they tried to get us to come with them but we refused. That night a gang of them attacked our room and threw buckets of water over three lads and their beds. This annoyed us so we cut them dead the next day sharing our fags with some girls from our school. This was not popular with them but we told them to sod off and that seemed to be that. However that night I got up to go to the bathroom and when I came out a whole group of them were waiting for me. They had obviously decided to get one of us and I was just lucky or unlucky enough to be the first from our group to go to the bathroom. Anyway before I could do much they grabbed me and dragged me off. I could have fought or screamed but did not first because it was very unreal and second because the girls were only in dressing gowns. And as they grabbed me two of their gowns had come undone allowing me to see their bodies in nightdresses underneath and the sight of a couple of pairs of free swinging knockers got me keen. I was carted off to one of their rooms and stuck on a bed and then the girls pulled my T-shirt and shorts off giggling as they got me naked. They told me I had to pay for not giving them a fag and being rude and when I asked how I was given a choice of either going with each of them or of some very painful things being done to my cock and nuts. I agreed to go with each of them assuming they meant a kiss and a pet. However they meant the full works as I gathered when one of them produced a packet of condoms and told me not to shot off over fast as I had eight of them to do. I was shocked as she took off not just her dressing gown but her nightdress as well. It was dark but I knew she was a blonde. She had a chunky sporty body with nice full knockers and a big bum and her name was Emma as I discovered later that week. She got on the bed and told me we were going to do it on the blanket and she was going to be on top when we got going a statement of such confidence it made me want to run away. Then she snogged and petted me and I rubbed her nips and then her fanny. After a couple of minutes on went the condom and then the girl. I had dreamed of losing my virginity but not under a strong girl watched by her mates. Emma bounced away and the strangeness of it kept me from blowing. However her coming made me spurt and that made her come again. After coming I wanted a rest and a fag but instead off got Emma and onto the bed came Fiona. She was skinny and dark with small knockers but a lovely cute round bum. We petted and then she told me to go down on her. I had never done this either but soon found myself between her thighs licking uncertainly away at her fanny and getting pubic hair in my mouth as well as my bum pinched by the other girls. Then she got me up and in and I did it with her in the missionary until she came. Next and immediately was Donna who was another sporty girl and she also had me kiss her down below before I went on top and we came together. For me that was enough but I was told I could not back out unless I let them stick things not just up my bum but also up my cock as well. Therefore I started to snog and pet the next girl Clara. She was a nice slim girl but it took sometime to get us both ready for action and then I was tugged onto my back and she went on top until she came. I was actually quite sore but stayed up for her and the next two girls whose names I cannot remember. Then it was a very plump girl with enormous knockers called Linda who went on top and banged a come out of me. The last girl was Terri and it took ages of petting to get me up and in fact Terri gave me my first blowjob to get me up. However when I was hard she went on top and had me until she came. I thought that was that but the girls wanted more and I was told as time was getting late they would take tonight's seconds on me in pairs. A threesome was added to my experiences as Emma and Fiona had me with Emma at the top and Fiona on my cock. After those two my rather bruised body was done by Donna and Clara and then Terri and another girl before Linda did me with Emma again. I shot my final load into Emma and passed out but I think that was what they wanted. I awoke up dumped in the girls bathroom in a cubicle and naked and worse covered in lipstick and paint particularly my cock and nuts. I sneaked out naked and returned to my room and got a towel and showered and then fell asleep a confused young man. I did not tell my friends as I thought either they would not believe me or would laugh at me or both. Then at tea Emma and a couple of others came over and chatted to us giving me the eye and when no one was looking slipped me a picture. It was of me naked wearing a girl's nightdress with a painted set of nuts. That evening when we had a fag the girls told me that unless I came to their room tonight and every night they would give my friends the photos. They had taken six Polaroid's of me naked and dressed in their clothing so I could not say no. Therefore for the next five nights I was theirs. Every night I was in their bedroom doing it with them and more. In total I did it with sixteen different girls both sex and going down on them. Most nights it was a dozen of them in total and most had a couple of bangs with me. I was used until I passed out and then they painted and dumped me. Apart from being screwed and licking their fannies and knockers I also became intimate with their bums and feet. My own bum also suffered on a couple of occasions from on one night a banana and on the other night from a bar of soap and then the handle of a badminton racket. The only good thing was they did not stick anything up my cock however they did shave all my pubic hair off for a laugh. They reduced me to exhaustion so I could hardly stay awake however all my friends just assumed I had copped off with one of them something I encouraged them to think and they all assumed it was Emma. On the last night I was literally reduced to begging them on my hands and knees for the photos. The girls agreed to give it to me if I swallowed down a come sandwich. It was then I discovered that the girls had put my come from the condoms into a sandwich and then played a game where the girl that lost had to eat it. My one was worse as they added pubic hair and I only just managed to get it down. Then they gang banged me until I passed out and only gave me two of the photos keeping the other four for themselves. When I got home I slept for two days. I never saw or heard from the girls again and I assume the photos they had eventually disappeared. The short-term effect was exhaustion and my girlfriend dumping me after one of the girls from my school told her I had dated Emma. Sexually I was already interested in femdom hence my lack of resistance and this confirmed it. Also after a week with the girls I was good at giving head and knew how to stay hard and not come so I was able to cope well with my next few girlfriends, as I knew how to please them. This was something my friends had to learn as they went along but I knew how to make a girl come until she was satisfied. This made me more popular for the rest of at school so I have to say being blackmailed into sex did me no harm.

true story 11

My rape was simple one evening I was in a club semi drunk and walked past the female toilets. Standing there were two girls both slim and quite attractive wearing very little. They approached me and after a minute of conversation suggested I made love to them. I sort of grunted and then both had knives in their hand and told me to shut up and follow them. They took me into the toilet and into a cubicle. There they made me strip naked and sit on the toilet. Then one pulled her short skirt up to show she had no knickers on and told me I was not to come or she would cut my balls off. She grabbed my cock rubbed me hard and then stuck a condom on me and got on me and raped me. It took her several minutes to come and then off she got and the other girl who had very pale blonde hair got on and without changing the condom stuffed me in. As she did so her friend pressed the knife against my balls and reminded me not to come. Her friend then raped me and undid her top and made me kiss her small round bristols as she did so. She took a little longer to come but the other girl several times pressed the knife against my bollocks and that stopped me. Then they got off me did up their clothing and left me naked in the cubicle. I dressed and sneaked out still erect. I was totally amazed by what had happened and very confused as it had taken less than fifteen minutes from start to finish. I told my friends who assume I had made it up and later I pretended I had done so but it did happen. Later I realised that the knives were actually made of plastic but at the time it scared me. I had always been into femdom but this confirmed it and I have to say I think about my mysterious rapists often when masturbating wondering how many men they raped.

Monday, February 20, 2006

Just a few notes to try and tell you what is happening

First up the msn group was disabled by msn after less than a week. It still shows as disabled not as deleted but I assume this means the same thing. Yahoo adult groups last a few months but msn groups seem to fare worse.

I still have the blog

http://neverman1000.blogspot.com/

And have now set up a Google group

http://groups.google.co.uk/group/women-in-power

This has no file or photo section but does seem to store messages with up to a 1 mb attachment. It is set up as an adult group and hopefully Google will not kill it off. Will spend sometime over the next few days working out how to get it to do the best for myself and its members.
For a few weeks all being well I will post on both. I was encouraged by the comments of people who joined the msn group to keep going but have to say the loss of the groups makes me wonder if it is worthwhile. Setting up a group takes time and making one work even more. Please join the Google group and post stuff and make comments because if it is just me I cannot see the point!
As for my stuff I have quite a few of my own stories to post and quite a few people have sent me or I have found. As for photos I have loads un-posted so will try and sort them and post the best.

I think you can divide members of the old yahoo group up into

Producers – people who write their own stories or take their own photos.
Collectors – obviously people who collect other peoples work.
Commentators – encourage and comment on posts
Lurkers – hide away in the background.

I place myself as a producer (my own stories – badly written F+/m stuff but with a kink few writers seem to follow and when they do they always do better than I do!) and a collector (several hundred stories and a couple of thousand photos on my hard drive most of which was on one of the 14 yahoo groups I used to have before they were killed off!). The yahoo groups had a few producers and a few collectors. The problem was only a few commentators and far too many lurkers.
Therefore can I ask you to join the Google group and visit the blog if you like what was on the old groups but please try and be at least a positive commentator and not a lurker all the time.